Yes, I told you all the other day that I think that I’m pregnant. I appreciate your hope and good thoughts too. But, I also know that I often think that I’m pregnant only for my period to arrive. After my miscarriage and up until recently, during the two-week wait, I often abstain from drinking alcohol, exercising, eating the foods that I should avoid if I were pregnant, etc.
But lately, I wonder why? It clearly doesn’t help me get pregnant so why do it? I’m sacrificing so much and it never gives me the result that I want so I’m saying f’ it.
Don’t judge me but last night I went to dinner with a friend and I had a glass of wine. I know that I’m clearly in the TWW and I’m having some pregnancy symptoms but I just don’t care anymore. I don’t want to stop having fun and enjoying myself. I decided that one glass of wine with a meal is OK. It won’t hurt anything at this very, very early stage of the game. If and when I get a BFP, I’ll stop having glasses of wine with dinner and all of the other things….Plus I’ve had friends when I was younger who weren’t TTC and drank for weeks before finding out that they were pregnant. Their babies turned out fine.
What about you? Do you drink during the TWW?